Cedez...Rabdarea,calmul si optimisul meu incep sa apuna odata cu soarele...Vor rasari din nou?Depinde...Pff...Lume decadenta..sunt absolut dezgustat....Mediul imi dezvolta caracterul psihotic.Degradare,gunoi,societate....imi sunt totuna. O singura raza de lumina imi ramane,ancora mea roscata...Ma leaga,ma tine impotriv...a valurilor ce mi se sparg in cap alimentadu-mi psihoza latenta..
Umbre,spectre..sunteti voi.Ma inconjurati,ma sufocati,ma tocati marunt si apoi ma aruncati in malaxorul indiferentei.Lasati-ma in pace.Vreau doar putina liniste.
Lasati-ma in globul meu de lumina,nu-mi stingeti becul care imi lumineaza calea,care cu pretul sanatatii mele mintale,il alimentez,imi torn fericirea si cli...pele de neuitat in el.
Iar tu,spectru rosu,jucaus, imparte imaturitatea ta cu mine,viseaza si voi visa...Adu-ma inapoi la starea mea de liniste atat de ravnita,reda-mi esenta prin prezenta ta.Cuprinde-ma cu pasiunea ta si ridica-ma din abisul constiintei mele.
Destul a evadat din mintea mea,in aceste cuvinte.Un pahar de vin si
somn...De la o vreme,in linistea noptii,din nou ma pierd in visele mele
dantesc infernale...Si culmea,nu ma deranjeaza catusi de putin.Imi place
sa-mi explorez frustrarile astfel.

... Ai citit destul din aberatiile mele,eu ma car la somn,te sfatuiesc sa faci la fel:)

Dude,what the fuck???
Bai,eu acum am observat.Nici acum nu mi-am stat ceasul la blog.Fuck:))
Scuze pentru eventualele incurcaturi neuronale produse^.^

Long time ,no see.Hai salut.
Am decis sa schimb putin scopul acestui blog si sa-l spal bine de ce avea inainte.
Hai sa facem putina caterinca.
O doza din prostia omeneasca.Evident cu un comentariu cum se cuvine si funny voice slow-motion replay >:)


Have a good laugh

I don't understand...
Dude..What the fuck???I got caught in a pretty damn shitty situation today.I won't get much into it 'cause it's quite private stuff, but anyway...
It amazes me how people can change opinions so fast.And by that I mean really fast.In a matter of hours.I met with my girlfriend's mom today,we had a little chat, stuff you would normally talk with someone which is twice and a half your age.She said she was quite pleased of my education and she was glad she can trust me,etc.Afterward I went for a walk with my girlfriend.When we got back, her mother got really pissed 'cause she found out that her daughter called an old friend which her mother couldn't stand having around.As expected, I played for her defence. She and her mother got in quite a fight( I mean I couldn't even say a word because of them ).It was best if I left the house.And it seemed a quite good idea 'cause the situation degenerated quickly.Now,my girlfriend sent me a message telling me that it's not going to be a very good idea to show up at her place for a while.Normally, I asked why..The answer I got was no more,no less than shocking : Her mom said she lost her trust in me because I defended her daughter in that fight of theirs.And that wasn't all.She said that a guy who can like a girl like her daughter is not trustworthy...I was like WHAT THE FUCK??..Then I received the biggest bomb of all time from her mom..That woman thinks her daughter is a bitch.What mom thinks her daughter's a bitch for cryin' out loud???JEEEZ...Oh and I forgot...she suspects me of being an alcoholic..Doh...just for seeing me drinking a beer with a couple of my buds'

Anyway...It was a looong crappy day.I think I'm going to sleep now.I 'm going to need it 'cause tommorow the show begins again...

Am cuprins lumina,si-am inchis-o in suflet
Lasciv dansand cu intunericul
Sangele-mi hraneste mintea,aud un urlet
Melancolia atingand crepusculul



Amintiri amare,chinuindu-mi constiinta
Ma devoreaza lent,agonizant
Asteptand damnarea,imi pierd cunostinta
In fata-mi,orizontu-i dezolant.


Vino Neagra doamna,in umbre de ma duce
Arata-mi ce m-asteapt-acum
Orice sa fie,dar nu somnul cel dulce
Acel cu-n singur capat drum.


A mortii acalmie,in crestet ma izbeste brusc
Cu o ultima spasma,abandonez
Parasesc bolnava lume,in adancuri eu ma duc
Ultima data,cu sufletul parez.


Well...don't say I need to cheer up or something...I was pretty happy and quite drunk when i wrote this.I suppose I just have a weird imagination:)...That's enough for today.See ya!!:P

Hi everyone..I'm back yet with another post..tough it may be boring this time.I simply don't have the necesary mood...Yeah,it's Easter and all that shit.And how did this so-called holy-day found me this year? Not quite good I could say.I'm pretty f***ing bored.But not life bores me,as many of you would think.No, people bore me.Always the same a**holes with their grandeur problem,the auto-proclaimed P.I.M.P's, these fuckheads who are totally parallel with real life..Well,I think you will be pleased to hear that one of them is going to get,and get it hard.And no, I don't mean beating the crap outta him, I have something else in my mind, a non-violent way ( not entirely true..but at least 50% ) to make him wake up and watch his own ass instead of pissing off other people.Anyway,let's leave the poor retards and approach another subject..
The holy-day season.This time of the year really pisses me off.All people are becoming good Christians,staying with their families and you know the usual line,but only for these 3 damn days... then they go back to their usual routine like being a jackass all over again,beating the crap outta their wives,children and hell knows what other shit.I'm happier as an atheist..no trouble,no hypocryte relative to piss me off at the Easter dinner and things like that.But the most important think I like about this,is that I can really get a lil' piece of silence..yeah,silence!Not many people appreciate it at it's full valor,but it's so relaxing sometimes to just sit around,read a book,relax in a silent,cool environment without anyone disturbing your thoughts...
Well,I think I've bored you enough so far so I'll get goin'..But still...before I go,let me post a short lil' thing I thought of..And with your permission I'll write it in my foreign language.Here it goes:

Liniste,mult ravnita liniste
In negura gandurilor,
lasata de izbeliste
Exilata de nervi,si chemata
Fara speranta,de acorduri mutite,
de ironie si resentimente.

I know it may suck,but it's my blog here..so if you got anything to say good or bad about it..lemme know:P..
Enough for today..See Ya'!

Hi there!!Sorry for my long absence but I really hadn't got much time these days.Thing got by as ussual,at least until this saturday.I got up at 1:00 pm,ate my breakfast as always then i started practicing my guitar playin'.What the hell,it was a new song after all:)) ( Pavel Stratan - Eu beu/I drink ).At about 3:00pm brotha' Tibi called and we settled to meet later that afternoon for a vodka and some guitar...Well..at least this was the inittial plan.Later on a couple more guys came up with lots of red wine and more Quattro Vodka.We raised some money,bought ciggarettes and a little party started:)).We got drunk as hell,started singing our asses off until we got so drunk that we couldn't stay straight up.
Somehow we managed to go outside.Of course we went out with our guitars too.We wanted to run a bit,clear our heads,but as the idiots we are we ended up buying more wine and getting even more drunk.Half of us barfed ( I'm not included),fell on their asses and other comical shit.Three of us got un advertisment from the police.Thank god one of us was so drunk we pretented to take him home quickly,otherwise we would have gotten more than an advertisment.
Anyway,it was a sweet day,and another one like this is coming soon,on 44 glasses.I think this is all folks..at least for today.I'm too f**king tired to remember other events now.I'll come back the next day.Untill then, see ya'!!
P.S : Try and keep your drunk asses out of the range of cops:))

Hi guys!I'm back with another post.Today was a much better day,like I hoped.I've almost been late at math class because of the damn bus,but still, I ran my ass off to school and I even had time for a smoke with my classmates;nice way to start a day:)).
That jackass math proffesor pissed me off again and I'm not sure,but I think that asshole wants to fail me.Anyway,screw him!I'm not stupid enough to let him do that.After that, the most anticipated break came.Free at last! Time for another smoke with tha' bros.Damn, I laughed so hard today that you could have sayd I'm high.The shit Baranga comes up with is better than any drug,you can trust me on that.You'll drop on the floor laughing.
After such good time I expected somethin to go wrong as ussual,and my expectations didn't dissapoint me : Programming test,f**k! It's not that bad but still,I'm not quite certain that I'll get a good mark.I hope it'll be at least a 6 or 7.
Chemistry was alright,I read my book the whole hour while the prof teached her stuff,but then it came another crap : the literature prof came back to school;general dissapointment because we hoped we got ridd of her for another 2 days.But hey,it can't be Christmas every day,can it?:))
I finally got home.And what a pleasant surprise,home alone again!you know what that means!...Yes,another few shots of my dad's brandy and a couple cigarettes smoked in the cellar( thank god for that electric air vent)
Now my folks are home,and yet another boring evening is to come.But who the f**k cares? Life's good when you know there's always a next day with your friends.
Now I think i'm gonna go, and why not,play a game.See ya' tommorow!

Hey there everyone!
Well...this is my first post so don't take it hard on me:))..I'm just an ordinary guy with an ordinary life i think.If not,proove me wrong.
Today's been a crappy day,nothing to do,nowhere to go.I had to settle myself for a few shots of whiskey and a couple of light cigars while my parents weren't home.God damn it,i hate days like these,when everybody is staying with their families and all that crap.Can't wait for the next day.
I'll be able to be with the people i like,have some fun,laugh 'till i drop,and maybe learn some new thing..Well,let's just settle for the first 3 things,i'm really not into studying very much these days.
I'll be home alone for another 2 hours today,so i'm gonna cut it short and not bore you anymore.I'm goin' for a smoke..See ya' tommorow!:)